Freitag, 11. Mai 2007

yesterday..
sitting in ICE 1515 to münchen now. listening to cocorosies noah's ark an i am so happy about. i forgot about the free feeling of traveling while i stayed in berlin. I forgot about my inner will of freedom. I forgot a lot about myself last year. Nice and sad to be reminded!

i am happy to see people again who do not live in this city of destroy. moving the body moves the mind , too. As it says : move your ass, your mind will follow. I really like my mind following my body, cause my body makes the best decisions.

the feeling between my roommate and me is getting better. i can see the inner worth of friends better, if i do not share bath and kitchen with them. i it more intellectual. i feel me freedom again and have to stay alone. it is definitely better for us. i am a solo, no duet, no couple, sometimes a team, a choir or a community with others. it is just me, and that is more than enough!

my germany flies away behind the window. I am sitting quiet and relaxed but i am moving and am moved in the same moment. I love the feeling of being in between. Situations which have no name to call it, only can feel it now. This is special all will never come again. This is my life, as it should be.



i heard of my near friend mina, again. She still is going her own way, which make me proud and happy. some days ago i had to think of her outfit years ago in osnabrück. She was wearing short red fingernails, slim trousers or „pluderhosen“, high heels and a minimal make-up. exactly what is „up-to-date“ in berlin now. she was always faster than society, that is why i can still look up to you, love.
So watch out for her blog. She has got something to say! this is "auf tuchfühlung"

www.minaretta.twoday.net

ende der durchsage. ich werde die nächsten 72 stunden nur geniessen geniessen geniessen!