Freitag, 18. Januar 2008

Freitag, 1. Juni 2007


i love my new flat. i love to be at home. in the first night i dreamt that i looked at my bank account and saw that i had 100 euro. i think that is a positive and powerful sign for my future.

Dienstag, 15. Mai 2007

ich bin kein besen. ich möchte nicht erst hervor geholt werden, wenn man mich braucht. so behandelt sich die geschäftswelt. was ist das für ein leben?

Sonntag, 13. mai 2007

vienna-vienna-vienna, i am impressed! ...charming narrow alleys.. .. old white buildings which seem to have a soft apricot touch in the early morning.. ..(also delicious jam from the fruit with the name of the color of the houses in the early morning).. .. apricot!.. .. honey from bozen which tasted like collected by bees from paradise.. i am going to paint this ( will be a nice contrast to berlin-pictures)! i am going to see that again!

visited two parties last weekend. both times i went home early, cause i am still ill, but doubtless missed the peak of two really good events!


friday : "wurstsalon" a peach of a party without getting to sweet or artificial!

~(+++++) is the highest (-) is loooow ~

location (++++), musicians (++++), bar (+++), speakers (++), people (++++ cause i met friends i did not even know they where living in vienna), potential rave (+++++)

that is like i like it!
they just
need better sound, i do not have the technical knowladge but i think the speakers have had hang or stand a bit higher, letting the sound swash over listeners heads.
but i think they are going to fix that!
so if you got the possibility to visit a "wurstsalon", go for it!


saturday : "flex" club, viennas solid as a rock of rave?

location (++++), musicians (++++), bar (++++), speakers (+++++), people(++), potential rave(+++)

i think flex is a basic for vienna, that is good for visitors cause you can not do so wrong visiting it but viennaise youth might get bored in the long run.if you want to hear sound from finest speaker, you have to visit it!



..new thoughts stimulated by friends and acquiantances will follow the next days...

now my body already is back to berlin. tomorrow my body is going to prepare my stuff for my move. perhaps my mind is ready to help, than!

Freitag, 11. Mai 2007

yesterday..
sitting in ICE 1515 to münchen now. listening to cocorosies noah's ark an i am so happy about. i forgot about the free feeling of traveling while i stayed in berlin. I forgot about my inner will of freedom. I forgot a lot about myself last year. Nice and sad to be reminded!

i am happy to see people again who do not live in this city of destroy. moving the body moves the mind , too. As it says : move your ass, your mind will follow. I really like my mind following my body, cause my body makes the best decisions.

the feeling between my roommate and me is getting better. i can see the inner worth of friends better, if i do not share bath and kitchen with them. i it more intellectual. i feel me freedom again and have to stay alone. it is definitely better for us. i am a solo, no duet, no couple, sometimes a team, a choir or a community with others. it is just me, and that is more than enough!

my germany flies away behind the window. I am sitting quiet and relaxed but i am moving and am moved in the same moment. I love the feeling of being in between. Situations which have no name to call it, only can feel it now. This is special all will never come again. This is my life, as it should be.



i heard of my near friend mina, again. She still is going her own way, which make me proud and happy. some days ago i had to think of her outfit years ago in osnabrück. She was wearing short red fingernails, slim trousers or „pluderhosen“, high heels and a minimal make-up. exactly what is „up-to-date“ in berlin now. she was always faster than society, that is why i can still look up to you, love.
So watch out for her blog. She has got something to say! this is "auf tuchfühlung"

www.minaretta.twoday.net

ende der durchsage. ich werde die nächsten 72 stunden nur geniessen geniessen geniessen!

Dienstag, 8. Mai 2007

i do not know why but i am fulfilled with strange visions,fixed like pictures from the future.
is it better to leave them unreal or should i work for them becoming real memories?

questions.decisions...

Montag, 7. Mai 2007

two weeks ago i met a man. nice to be able to call him that. not another boy.

he seems to be talented, intelligent but fun loving, tall, good looking (i always had to think of delicious nuts when i looked in his face) and popular. that all is nice. it is really surprising to meet someone who brings all these attributes along.

but
i am not going to become weak again.
cause
i do not see him at my eye level.

i still see endless free horizon. far away a silhouette perhaps, my own shadow perhaps.

i am just happy i met someone interesting...
that is just pure hope for me disbeliever.