Donnerstag, 26. April 2007

today i realized again that i can be a very mean person. if i feel myself attacked and harmed by someone there is not longer any reason for me to stay polite and likable. not nice to feel my fury and my rage. in someway i still feel sorry for the person whose in my focus then but enough is enough and i normally do not stop before he or she felt the level of my anger at itself. o.m.g. this sounds a bit like old testaments "an eye for an eye. a tooth for a tooth." i think i have to overthink my aggressive behavior.